"Obsessed"
The adjective "obsessed" is often used to simply mean "very interested," but when someone is truly obsessed, their interest has become compulsive, and they've begun to lose control. Lost I found what loving me really means; How obsessed I was to control the current and why only when it foils my own dreams, did I see where heart & home is truly and how it's always been the door I had to open inside of me.
